Joelleliciousssss!!!!

My body stay vicious! I be up in the gym just working on my fitness! He's my witness. I put dem boyz on Rock! Rock! Az they be linin' down the block just ta watch what I got!

In the wise words of Fergie, this is my motto for me working out right now. I am working out now to enjoy seeing the benefits of my labor in the summer. I am hoping to be nice and fit. Possibly going down a dress size or two by May/June sometime.

I really would like to have a cool, chill, video vixen look for the summer. Yes!! That is what I am going for. I have to stay focused. I cannot do too much craziness until then. I have to save my pennies. You heard!!

Anyway, when I tell people this especially my male friends their response is usually "J, you don't need to do nothting..." But then when you tell them you saw Melissa Ford or Megan Good down the block them fools go crazy and become stalkers.

Now I don't want no stalkers after me.... Well maybe I do..... But I want respect for my looks and one thing I know is that attractiveness opens doors to acceptance. Don't try to deny it. It does!! We are all that shallow to some degree and don't front like you are not!! I am not saying it does all the time but at least dayum near 93% of the time people are open to other people just for the main fact that they are becoming and attractive. And that is pretty dayum high! Or high enough for me. Don't judge me! You know if you got a 93% on a test in grade school you got at least an A- . So don't front you weren't happy as fuck!!!

Anyway yeah. I am not that superficial but I am about playing the game as well as possible and looking and feeling good as well. I am not a millionaire but I feel that I can actually afford a lot once I apply my money the right way and at the right time.... Things can move when you focus get out of debt, get disciplined and tell your money where it is going!! So I am over here trying to get things to move!!!

Anyway that is my lally gaggin for now... We will talk soon. Peace!

-J.

Lord keep providing. You are bigger than this whole universe and You made it! Help me in my little universe of situations..... AMEN!!!