Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Hhhooonnnneeyyyy..... CONTROL!!

It is very interesting how my brain works, I have Erykah Badu's song "Honey" rolling around in my head and also at the same time I have Janet Jackson song "CONTROL" coming out of no where.

Anyway a lot is going on in my life mentally and spiritually...

1.) I am tired of my ob but do not necessarily know what I want to do next...
2.) I am in love with a man who lives an ocean away and has no clue that I love him....
3.) My mom & stepdad are going through marital trials and my mom is confiding in me...
4.) I don't feel like dealing with my grandparents right now, but I live with them...
5.) I want my own apartment but do not have the money...
6.) I feel like I should not be thinking so much of myself yet I don't know how not to...
7.) I am physically tired and want a break....

There are even more but out of these comes the jist of it all...

What to do? I can only pray right now and believe that God is good and He is in control and He will set me up and apart and deliver me from mine enemies and protect me from wrong doing.

I once read or heard that "God's detours are always better. Sometimes they are the shortest way to actually get to where you need to go. Either way they are the best for us..."

Very true statement. And I am praying and believing that - that is my story.

Lord help.

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