One thing I am noticing through this book is my lack of discipline in a lot of things as well as my commitment issues. Through this book I have been able to identify them all as part of 'Resistance'. It is not easy to be disciplined and not lean toward doing what you would prefer to do over what you need to do in order to get you to your ideals and goals.
It isn't easy for me to workout as much as I need to workout in order for me to have the body that I have always want or dream about having. But I need to do it, despite the hair issues I am concerned about or being tired after work or wanting to sleep more before work... yeah I am not a fan of waking up at ridiculous times in the morning to workout.
Or for another example, in order for me to get the 1 bedroom apt that I would like to have getting disciplined in saving my money and not spending money on breakfast and lunch (and dinners) 4 or 5 times a week.... Discipline.... ughk!!!
Anyway, my girlfriend Michele is making these fly earrings with peoples pictures on them and I want some so she asked me to send her some pictures that I would want on earrings. And all I keep thinking of are these older pictures of me in Tucson, AZ when I did a mini photo shoot in the desert and took some really good pictures. I just now have to battle laziness and find the disc that has those pictures alter them and send them to her....
Why those pictures??? you ask... because cause the pictures catch a part of of me at my most free-est time in life. Those pictures catch my essence, My Muse if you will..... ME......
Let's do this....
Love and peace, I can't wait until summer.....
-J.
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