The Bird, Bird, Bird, the Bird is the Word....

Aiight peoples! It is Wednesday!! Officially hump day. And the only solace that I get from today is that 1.) I am alive one more day to see me conquer another battle getting me closer to the amazing woman I am to become. 2.) It assures me that time does fly and the end of the month is almost here. Soon it will be the end of another month and so on and so on.... 3.) It reminds me that Friday is around the corner and that I will have at least 1 day this weekend to just focus on me...

Anyway, there is no amazing news to tell or ponder on. I woke up this morning with a little more pep and fire under my ass to get things going. These days I have dedicated myself to living a much more disciplined life. I am honestly trying to get myself in an affordable apartment within this year. I spoke with my aunt and she said to aim for next year but I know that this is not a good idea. I will aim for this year and if I fall short at least I will be in an apartment by next year.

However, 1 thing my aunt did say that was really good was get yourself out of as much debt as possible now so that if disaster strikes and you have no job your debt does not build it stays low or non existent. Now that I strongly agree with .... I will devote my efforts to that. My money will work towards getting out of debt 1st and for most my credit card debt. I still have to pay over 2K off of my credit card. This is ridiculous!!

Anyway enough of me going into detail on my money plans.... The point is I am dedicating myself to being more disciplined. Like for example I have always wanted a nice looking body so I am fighting myself and the snow and going to the gym despite the fact of the weather and that my body hurts already. I want to work out at least 3 times a week and one of those times in the morning (this maybe the most challenging).

Also I am really in the need of a place to crash for the next few months seeing that my grandmother is bringing the church back into the house/ her house. It is one of those odd situations where I do not want to be in the house because I do not feel comfortable with running into church people when I am just trying to chill and relax at home.... I feel I will retreat more on the weekends because of this. Anyway we will see....

Center arms, wing flaps, back of thighs, love handles, side of boobs, and bottom of the bum all target areas for tonights workout and oh yeah cardio!! Stairs I think..... hmm.....

Godspeed!