What makes you happy?

This is a crazy time....

I am having issues figuring out what makes me happy! I am ready to live a different life. But I am trying to live wisely. Can the two be done?

What needs to be done? I want to live successfully, creatively and to travel! I what a partner! To me it seems so simple!

Work, work hard, work on my own schedule, look nice, feel good, live and love someone special who will love me back. Give to others, live and love the forgotten!! Make images move, write, design, sing, perform, dance, be technical!!!

I do not know what this life wants to take from me! Life is moving. It is always progressing why should it hold me back!?! Why should I not be able to progress? Why can't I move forward? 

I want my own space! No more with other people or in a space where I cannot stretch out! I fear that I am jumping the gun but I am tired of this shit! I want to move!!!!! I want to live life the way I see it in my mind! The way it feels natural to me! 

Online typing, researching! Taking Pictures, Writing books, films, sitting in the sun, meeting other people who are trying to move forward... There is a time for reaping and sowing... What period am I in?

I do not want to miss my harvest time due to the fact that I wasn't patient enough at the same time Lord don't provoke me or test my patience. I am only a man!!! I was fearfully and wonderfully made for a reason! 

I have to go......

-J.