Getting Back up on it.....

These days I am taking everyday as it's self. Everyday will get it's on identity and be given the respect it deserves. Monday March 16th will be Monday March 16th. It will not be Monday March 9th.

There has been sooo many things happening in my life while living in NYC. On one hand it is all a blur and days and weeks collide into each other and then on the other hand I am living a more lively life then ever before, then most of my family and friends who do not get to live in this crazy town.

But what is it about being human that makes us never satisfied enough with what we have. It is an amazing ability to know and feel that there is more satisfaction in living and there is another level of success or achievement to reach. Hence why we are never satisfied. However, what if we actually let go and be content with were we are? What would that equal? Hmmm.....

For me that would equal: being fine with a Mon - Friday 10am - 7pm job. It would equal me being fine with living with my grandparents as a 27 year old adult. It would equal me being content with not making enough money to save a good amount of money and be able to live a more prosperous life. It would equal a grand scheme of things....

So no I am not satisfied. I am reserved and see no need right now to fight back.... I am reserved. I have faith that things will finally come together and that I will be able to make more money, be more fulfilled emotionally, physically, psycologically , mentally, etc. I am trying to do a lot these days.... I need help doing them. I want to do many things and I don't need to do everything all at once but I would like to do more than one thing at a time. And yet when it is time for me to do just one thing and focus on one thing. I pray and believe that I will be fully prepared to do so.

Anyway... It is 12:18pm and I have to figure out how to exercise the next 7 hours to work in my favor and I can get the best out of that time frame... Yippee!! ;-)