I have a blog that I use pretty much to follow other blogs. I have a blog scroll the size of California!!! I follow everybody! People in Paris, Zambia, online magazine's, random people, family, friends, fashionista superstars, up and coming bipsters and more!
However I have never been public about my blog... mostly because the thoughts I post are pretty deep and personal. Maybe too personal. I am a Christian and am very spiritual and because of that I have been shy about being vulnerable about getting criticized for having a faith based opinion on things.
However, it is also because one day I can be all deep in inspiration and Word and the next day be str8 cussin' at something. In general I don't think I have multiple disorder or bipolar issues but when what seems so normal to you is placed in publicly you then start to question "Whoaw!" ... "Hmmm..."
I am learning about consistency and to be true to myself. When it comes to my blogging world. I will keep this blog "http://blackhandside-jbrandee.blogspot.com" however, I will also start another one soon that is more condusive to my crazy-random lifestyle. It will not be as deeply spiritual. I will leave this one for that (as well as to keep stalking all these wonderful bloggers I love and follow) but so that people who will be quick to judge do not have as much access to the vulnerable spots.
But this is a serious "Thank you" to the people who do follow me ... yes ALL 2 of you ;-) I seriously appreciate the love/curiosity/ mistakes/ ... LOL!!! Either way it lets me know no matter what I can't really hide and that some people don't mind.
Anyway, till the next post. Hopefully it wont be that long and I will definitely let it be known when I start my new blog that will definitely be more flashy - "Lights, Camera, Action" type of blog! :-)
Take care,
-J.
